so i decided to update once again...i think it was seeing matt got his back i figured i would too...
so updates?
school is almost over, hard to believe september was 6 months ago. anywho winter break juss ended last week and we had a snow day today, the joys of living in New Jersey eh? well honest truth i can't wait to be back at 42 Dalton Rd. in north carolina, which is suprising cuz i almost dreaded leaving last year..funny i kno. so on the boys status ;;
ive liked so far ;; chris, matt, kyle, john, jimmy, sum tim kid in my 4th block but that only lasted like a minute, tommy, rick, connor, brent, brandon, mit, narin but thank god thats over, tommy grund, tommy dubose, ben, scott, bk, and sum random strangers..
but lately theres only 2 ppl i cant seem to forget..brandon and john. chances are i wont get anywhere with either and knowing where brandon lives makes me feel like a stalker...but hey he is only on my bus so that would make it okay right?? prolly not. the fact that i called him a sped doesnt help either but john..hes idfferent theres like no chance for me to mess up, unless were talkin SIMON SAYS then thats different.
my grades are okay, okay as in i kno i should do better but i cant seem to find a way TO do better. its like every bio test ill study for i seem to blank out. and it doesnt help having a friend who gets better grades in that class than yu yet she doesnt do half the work. i mean come on..thats obserd...and ridiculous.
my friends are great, for the most part its seems like theres like mood swings in our friendships though, like one day i can trust then but then the next day i cant. yu kno though ive been thinking, alot lately, and im gladd i have my ccd friends, yu kno the ones ive known since kindergarten, 3rd grade, and 4th grade. they acctually make is seem like its poosible ot have friends that are there for yu. not bad if yu ask me. i miss st. chris.. i was there and it just brought back memories of last year...granted theres alot less drama this year but i kind miss it, it made everytrhing more exciting, like who did what. its juss knowing there was sumthing always going on tht kinda makes it seem like its soo different than this year.
maybe im just over reacting...but w.e all i kno is..i cant wait for camp to starttt
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